Date number three

Now this one is interesting. And this guy is incredible.

When I went on a date with him, I was ill. It was Bonfire Night and he wanted to take me out to watch the fireworks. Despite almost dying of cold, I agreed to it and I'm incredibly glad that I did. We walked around the city for a while, watched a few fireworks and ended up in the pub for a couple of drinks. The conversation was wonderful and being with him felt natural. For the first time since "him," I felt happy. We arranged a second date for a couple of days later but when they date arrived, he sadly cancelled. Apparently, his ex girlfriend got back in touch with him and he didn't want to be a dick and "see" us both.

Despite this, we continued to talk. He was too much of a good guy to give up and pretty soon we ended up having sex. If there's chemistry there, then there's chemistry there. Why deny it?! The sex was mindblowing. Not only is he a great guy but he has a beautiful face and a spectacular body. His body on top of mine was enough to drive me wild - he even gave me my first orgasm through sex.

As a result, we've remained friends. We still text on a daily basis and hopefully not my workload and his workload is calming down, we can meet up for a night of wonderful passion again.

Date number two

My date was with a guy from Kent who moved to my area a few months ago. We were texting for a while and he seemed genuinely lovely. I actually blew off another guy in order to meet him which I soon realised what a big mistake.

We went to Harvester - classy - and he was just ridiculously boring. Getting conversation out of him was a challenge and in the end, I gave up and sat there in silence. I literally couldn't be bothered. He had a beautiful face and (from his pictures - don't judge me) an incredible body. And surprisingly, he was interested in me.

So from this date I learned that it doesn't matter how hot a guy is and how interested they are in me, if they're boring, they don't stand a chance. Maybe I'm not as shallow as I originally thought?

Sorry this post isn't long. He isn't even worth it.

Date number one

After being left heartbroken by "him" I decided that it was time to venture back into the world of dating. I reconstructed my Plenty of Fish profile and almost immediately I was message a clever, cute guy. We were texting for only a few hours before he decided he wanted to take me to the cinema. Yes, the cinema. Not the best first date idea but his friends had ditched him and he was quite the Thor fanatic.

The date itself went okay. I ended up going to see Thor for free and got some good ol' cinema goodies out of it. Him on the other hand, was not so great. First of all, he was on his phone for quite a bit of the night - not good. Second of all, he started talking about his ex FIANCE. Not even girlfriend, fiance. I totally didn't know that he was 25 - a total of five years older than me. And you could tell that there was an age gap. He was ready to settle down, get married and have children. I haven't even finished university yet.

Although he was a lovely guy, good looking and polite, he definitely isn't my type. Even putting the phone and talking about his ex aside, he wasn't for me. And since the date, we've text a couple of times but purely as friends.

Hey, at least I got to see Thor!

It's been a while...

It's been a while since I updated this. The reason for that is: I met someone. I met the most perfect boy in the entire world. We had a whirlwind romance and yes, I think I fell completely in love with him. It was wonderful. Until he decided to tell me that he wasn't ready for a relationship. It broke my heart, it really did. And it still breaks my heart to this day. So much so that unless something good happens with him, I won't be talking about him.

Since "him," I've been on many other dates. Some good, some not-so-good and I've decided to revive this little baby and tell you some of my stories. There are some right corkers. From now on, I'll be reporting every date that I've been on (there are six in total) and every date that I end up going on.

Enjoy!

Do I really want to date?

How's my dating going? Not great. Have I been on a date yet? Nope. Do I like a couple of guys from the dating website? Just the one. Do I think he wants to meet me? No chance.

I say I haven't been on a date yet but I have met up with someone. We started speaking to each other and a couple of hours later, he was round at mine. Not in that way you dirty minx... he came to kill a spider. I'm petrified of them and there was one cosied up in the corner of my bedroom. He travelled 30 minutes to kill it for me and we spent a couple of hours getting to know each other. I thought he was lovely - the feeling obviously wasn't mutual. He doesn't speak to me any more. Nice. Way to boost my confidence.  

As for the guy I like... well, he lives quite the distance from me. 2 hours. I don't think it's bad - he's hot, nice and sarcastic - Sarcasm makes me go weak at the knees - but I don't think he feels the same. He claims that he likes me but he says the distance is an issue. He's said a couple of times that we should stop speaking... still texting to this day. It's confusing and I'm starting to want to give up. But you know when a guy has a hold on you? Yup, that. And I can't let go.

I'm starting to wonder if dating is for me. This website is getting me down. No dates but lots of empty compliments that mean nothing to me. I've had offers for dates but I can't accept them. I don't want to go on a date with just someone. I want to like him beforehand a bit. Maybe that's my issue, maybe I don't give guys a chance because I'm scared of them falling for me. Or ending up ignoring me like spiderman. I'm contemplating forgetting my relationship mission. I just want hot, steamy sex with a beautiful guy right now. Maybe that's more my cup of tea. Who knows? Freshers week soon. Could be the week...

A little bit about me

When it comes to writing this blog, I'm going to try and remain as anonymous as possible. However, I do believe that a little bit of background information is necessary and for that reason, my first post is an introductory one.

Yes, I am a blogger and I've been blogging on a separate fashion, lifestyle and beauty blog for nearly four years now. It's become my passion, my life and I absolutely adore it. But there's another side to me and I can firmly hold my hands up high and say that that yes, I'm a dating virgin. I've never been on a date. I've been out with a few guys (two to be exact) but both of them were friends beforehand. You see, I class a date as being a casual meeting between two people that allows them to get to know each other. And for the first time in my life, I've decided that I need to get myself out there, meet a few guys and date. I've opened up an account on Plenty of Fish and I'm ready to experience the world of dating. And being the blogger that I am, I've decided to document it all for your entertainment purposes.

So, onto the important facts...

Age: 20

Residency: UK

Relationship Status: Single (of course)

Occupation: Student

The reason that I believe I've never been on a date is because I'm quite reserved. I'm someone who wants love and because of that, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm naive and I've been hurt in the past. So when it comes to boys, I find it hard to trust and open up to them. I also suffer with anxiety when it comes to meeting new people and regardless of how much I want to meet someone, my anxiety pops it head out and doesn't allow me to do so. But enough is enough. 20 years is too long and I'm going to take the leap and hopefully enjoy myself along the way.

I'm not sure how long it will be before I get a date - I have a few guys currently lined up (ooh, how fancy!) but it may take me a while to push myself before it's set in stone. But hold on. I'm hoping this will be an interesting blog.